Friday, 3 May 2013

My Home


My home is in shambles.

In every town, every street, every corner, blares the constant whimper, whine and wail of every child orphan, piercing the ears of marching enemy soldiers, caterwauls ricocheting against newly polished rifle guns.

My home is in shambles.

What was once a glorious city of porcelain and marble, of gardens and fields, of trees ripe with the fattest fruit, is now a city of smoke and shadow, of bombs and explosions, of broken homes. Chaos smashes all, unbiased and unkind, reigning death and decay with ruthless fists . 

My home is in shambles.

Neighborhoods, homes, families, are in constant cowering. The father valiantly, yet uselessly, tries to protect what is left of his family. His son, stripped bare of his clothes, whipped until the belt gleams scarlet. His daughter, brutally raped, scarred, and beaten, the government issued soldier cracking his fists in loathsome satisfaction. His wife, pregnant, taken for hostage, and never to be heard from again.

My home is in shambles.

And it is all due to a savage man, corrupted and blinded by greed. A greed that, due to his wickedness and disgusting qualities, has marred the population of his nation. My nation. My home.

Remove this man from his position. Send him to court. Put him in jail for his sins, sins that the devil himself might revolt from. Punish him.  

My home is in shambles, and man is to blame. 

Wednesday, 20 February 2013

Stimulus Fiction 5/02/13

An old woman in her 80's who lost her fiance in 2015 with no children or husband.

The drying sheets danced in the wind. A few metres away, an elderly woman watched with wonder. The self- stimulating generator had made her life a lot easier especially with the loss of body control within her weak self. The one emotion that ran through her as she stood, tears slowly filling up her eyes, was gratitude. She had no one to care for her now; she was alone in the world. Her friends were far and few, and her family; her sister's family moreso had left this continent, determined to put their bad history behind them.
The place reeked of forgotten sorrows as she recalled that fateful day where a simple knock on the door had brought her to her knees, sobbing in anguish and pain. Since then, she'd closed herself up; probably the reason as to why her sister had no grievance against leaving her in this place.
But she'd never leave. She wanted to keep the memories fresh, the scents of the sticky summers alive. She wanted to remember the warm nights under the stars and the startled expressions of faces as they finally understood. Only so short a time ago, she was a young woman, confident in her upbringing, happy with her life. Now, life had taken its toll on her. She was old and faded, hardened and closed. She'd built up the resilience to forget about her past; as difficult as that could be. With her head held up high, she faced the world, unhindered by the emotions that plagued her.

Um. Yes.
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Tuesday, 12 February 2013

Stimulus Fiction 4/02/13

I have a couple of these but they are handwritten so I'll have to type them up. Basically the teacher gives us a sentence and an allocated time to write as much as we can. Sometimes she'll give us a perspective to go from.
Curious?
Read on.

This one isn't anything special; it's one that I've encountered before and thus had a firm idea of the emotions I wanted to transfix. I'm simply sharing for the sake of it, not because of its complexity.
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She recalled the book which ignited her imagination. The thought warmed her belly as her eyes fluttered shut with a sigh. The characters that she was so fond of would never leave her and if their memory ever started to fade, all she had to do was pick the book up and start her adventure afresh.  The emotions that came with the novel thrilled her too. Initially, she's looked upon the book with clear disdain, raising a sceptical eyebrow to her pleading sister. But now? She was completely and utterly hooked. Not regretting a single moment of it. She'd returned to her sister's door; a hesitant fist raised to knock. When she finally had, her sister had answered immediately, smirking in recognition. The afterglow hadn't faded away, her face was still in a large grin.

~

The next one's larger, but keep in mind we are on a time limit. But anyway, that was written in my first English Ext 1 class probably the reason as to why it was so short. Hope it was somewhat enjoyable.
Cal.

Sunday, 3 February 2013

MYLES HAS GOTITGOINONNNNN


It was when Emily Leila Faucet dumped the remains of her water bottle on Myles’ scalp that his eyes forced themselves open, irritated anger subsequently replacing his initial shock faster than most people could react.
He gasped and coughed, clutching the very edge of his antique wooden desk for support as he shook the water droplets clinging to the blonde ringlets of his curly hair, making him look not unlike a piqued poodle. And from the corner of his eye he spotted Emily’s arms wrapped around her middle, her entire body shaking with laughter at his rude awakening, and he felt the annoyance in him swell up like the perpetually floating balloon he had invented during his younger years. 
He sighed irritably, sending Emily an icy glare, which she promptly ignored, and spat, “Was that really necessary?”
Emily chuckled, and the sound of her laughter rang through the room like the pleasant sound of morning bells. Myles often thought of the sound of laughter as a prime contributor to his mental list of never ending things that hugely irritated him, but Emily seemed an eloquent exception, and this, he testily thought, was thanks to his ever-active hormones that seemed particularly good at not doing him any favors, especially during his work and research.
Emily sat in the seat opposite him and treated herself to a spin before answering him. “You were asleep on your desk. Again, mind. Can’t keep up with that little hobby of yours, Sleeping Beauty, I’m pretty sure you’ve annoyed the hell out of Professor Primate over there,” she said casually, giving his primitive lab partner a thumbs up. Prof. Primate screeched in agreement, and returned to cleaning his fur from unwanted parasites.  At this she raised her eyebrows pointedly, as if to say, ‘See? Even the monkey agrees with me.’
“No matter,” Myles muttered tiredly, rubbing last night’s exhaustion from his eyes, “A quick cup of tea aught to keep me awake for the next few hours.”
Emily smirked. “I know, which is why I brought you some.”
Myles stared at her in surprise, and he felt a rush of gratitude towards her. How was it that she knew exactly what he wanted exactly when he needed it?
“...You didn’t have to do that,” he managed, giving her a small smile. Emily shrugged, and returned his smile with a dimpled one of her own. “I figured you needed it, what with you canceling all our classes because of your research . . . ” she trailed off, eying the papers strewn all over his workspace. Myles detected the faint hint of disappointment lacing her tone, and his heart panged. He had been canceling their tutoring lessons, but his research wasn’t to blame. It was the tingle in his blood whenever he felt her sigh heat the base of his neck, or the glimmer in her olive eyes whenever she outwitted him in one of their many arguments, or that accursed, delightful laugh of hers.
She was distracting him, and Myles had thought that upon getting to know her once their initial meeting he would quickly lose interest in her, but no, she was still here, and contrary to his belief, he would almost immediately feel her absence as soon as she waved her final goodbye for the day . . .
Did that mean he missed her when she wasn’t there?
And if so, then were his feelings for her progressing rapidly everyday?  What was he spiraling down to? What if fate ill-treated him . . . would he ever climb out?
What if she didn’t return his feelings?
Myles gulped and cast that worrying thought away. She was entitled to her opinion of him, and that was that.
Emily fished out a pair of ceramic teacups and a pot, along with cream, sugar and milk, and carefully laid them out on the table . . . and Myles remembered. His cheeks and neck turned scarlet.
Emily caught the reddening of his face, and snorted. “And so the genius remembers!”
He winced.
“I’m... very, very sorry,” he mumbled, barely audible.
“Sorry? Didn’t quite hear that? Could you just repeat that?”
He fidgeted uncomfortably in his seat and raised his voice, “I’m sorry.”
Emily leaned in close enough that he could smell her now well acquainted sweet nectarine perfume, and despite of himself, greedily breathed in. Jo Malone, he noted, taking pleasure in her intoxicating scent.
She put a hand to her ear and said, “What? Didn’t catch that! A bit louder, mate!”
Myles sighed. “I’m apologizing for the fact that I spilt tea all over your pants. It was foolish of me and I regret it. Rest assure that the incident might haunt me to the very grave, and if I’m not damned, the afterlife,” he said loudly, crossing his arms in impatience.
Emily stage gasped, and put a hand to her chest. “Oh-my-goodness . . . Myles Fowl . . . Was that a joke? Were you actually attempting at being funny? Is it really the day?! AM I GOING TO HELL FOR THIS?”
As if on queue, Myles promptly rolled his eyes, and Emily laughed, rolling her chair to the center of the room. “You’re an inane piece of work, Emily, and I wouldn’t want you to forget that, alright?” he called, arching an eyebrow at her snicker.
Her laugh faltered, and suddenly a shy smile played on her lips. “I still have your Christmas gift, if you want it.” She tucked a loose strand of chestnut carelessly behind her ear, and without meaning to, Myles’ heart swelled.
He shouldn’t, wouldn’t be too eager this time. “I believe it’s wise to say that you should open it, and eliminate any future prospect of a sure to come accident. Just in case.”
Emily shrugged. “It’s your present.”
Myles grinned.
***
Emily noticed the smile brightening his face, and suddenly the years of prematurity that lined his marble features faded from sight, and the lines on his mouth and forehead disappeared, and for the first time since she had seen him, Myles looked like a proper eighteen year old. The hazel in his eyes weren’t quite as menacing, but bright and affectionate, and . . . well, human. And she wasn’t afraid to say that that look exhilarated her. Maybe it was her ability to buoy up a cynical boy’s low spirits that electrified her, or maybe it was the enormous amount of interest he was giving her, one that veered far from the negativity she was usually used to from him. 
Myles tried to mask his eagerness but she didn’t miss the nervous energy radiating uncontrollably from him... and at that moment Emily found him beautiful, like an abandoned toy that had finally found a playmate. Years of loneliness had lined maturity onto his face, and now she could finally see his true worth.
And she liked it. She liked it a lot.
She made sure to take her time in pulling the wrapped parcel from her bag, and then took great care in unwrapping the present. She made sure Myles was watching her unwrap his gift, taking particular joy in the incessant impatience from the tapping of his foot.  Whatever she was doing was working, and Emily laughed at his pained expression.
Myles groaned. “You’re not serious, are you?” he said in an agonized voice.
She shushed him and continued.
After what seemed like five minutes (and as much as Emily loved to annoy Myles, the boredom eventually got to her as well), the present was wrapperless, and Myles peered cautiously at the item in her hand.
His eyes widened.
She grinned.
No... that’s- that’s impossible. Even I couldn’t find that...” he muttered frantically, his hand instinctively rubbing his chin. Emily smile widened, holding out the book for him to take.
A while before Emily had met any of the Fowls, Emily had asked her father, an English literature professor who worked in King’s College at the time, for any antique book she could use as a display for their family bookstore. Any old book, but it had to be five hundred years old and no less. Laughing it off, her father assured her he’d do his best, but that the results may come out as fruitless.
“Gunna have to dip into my black market funds, am afraid,” he had joked, his eyes twinkling in good-humored mirth.
Joking aside, Emily had continued to pester her father, insisting that shop sales might skyrocket, and he finally agreed, but warned her not to expect anything worthwhile.
“Whatever it is, I’ll take it!” reminded sixteen-year old Emily, heading out of his office door.
Two years and many months later, Emily’s father returned home with a large book about a man who lived in the golden ages of the Arab world. According to the text, the man had been the inventor of many of the world’s first surgical tools. Emily’s uncle, a successful biologist residing in the Middle East, had given it as a present to Jacob Faucet, and seeing as his daughter loved to read, Jacob gifted the book to Emily, reminding her of the immense value the book was worth.
Then tragedy struck, and she met Myles Fowl. But despite their harsh beginning, Emily and Myles had grown close. So close that Emily decided the book needed a better home, and what better home was there than Fowl Manor?
Myles’ hands shook as he grasped the book from Emily’s outstretched hands, and she could only laugh at the worry lines creasing his forehead.
“Unbelievable . . .” he breathed. He turned to the first page and looked excitedly at her. “The texture . . . The text must be more than five hundred years old! Each page is an artifact for crying out loud! . . .” He flipped a couple more pages, marveling at the detailed illustrations and ancient Arabic text. “ . . . wait until Artemis gets a look at this . . .  I-“ he stopped abruptly, and his eyes hesitantly met Emily’s. “Thank you, Emily,” he said softly, gazing at her with silent wonder.
For reasons unknown to her, Emily felt her cheeks flush, and avoided meeting his intense gaze. “Don’t mention it,” she said quietly, tucking a strand of hair behind her ear.
Myles shook his head, and . . . was the space between them closing? He gently took her delicate hands into his, and Emily immediately noticed the size difference. Myles’ hands were one of the longest she’d ever seen. “But . . . you don’t understand,” he muttered, the corner of his lips curving into a lopsided smile. Emily swallowed. “You don’t understand how dear this is to me, really . . . thank you.”
He brushed the line of her jaw with an idle thumb, and leaned in, gently pressing his lips to her cheek.
Emily’s eyes fluttered to a close, and her heart rate spiked.
He pulled away, looking surprised, as if fully aware of exactly what he had just done, and stared at the floor, his face a deep shade of cherry.
She gave a soft laugh, not precisely sure of what just happened. But she felt warm, and that’s all that mattered to her.  
Myles coughed and rubbed the back of his neck in an attempt to eliminate any aspect of possible eye contact.
A loud knock sounded from the opposite side of the room, and in waltzed a half dressed Beckett, a ripe green apple dangling from his mouth. Myles growled, and Emily suppressed a giggle. Beckett took a large bite and, whilst chewing, called, “Myles! Mum neejs you! Marque jus’ finished taking m’ suit’s measurements and ‘ow it’s yo’ bloody turn!” He paused, turning his gaze towards the couple seated near (very near, Beckett would later add) each other, and swallowed.
His mouth split into a wide grin, eying their tangled fingers. “Well. Well, well, well. Myles.” Beckett’s grin widened, “It’s been six months but you’ve finally managed to find the courage to make out with your girlfriend!” He whipped out his phone and snapped a shot; Myles looking horrified, Emily a bright shade of red. “I’m marking down history,” he explained, shoving the phone back into his pocket, chuckling.
Myles’ eyes widened and he shot Emily a frantic stare, obtusely denying Beckett’s previous statement.
“Give me the phone!” he shouted, abruptly standing up.
Beckett shook his head and wiggled his hips. “Come and get me, baby!” Emily covered her face.
Grabbing a nearby pencil case, Myles flung it at Beckett’s head, somehow managing the enormous feat of making harsh contact with his brother’s temple. Staggering backwards, Beckett cursed, and looked dangerously at his spluttering brother. “You’re paying for that, brother of mine.”
“Give me the phone!”
“No.”
“Give it!”
No.”
Myles shook his head. “You’re my bodyguard... Give me the phone! And I’m not paying for anything!” he declared, his long legs dashing towards the door.
Beckett snickered good-naturedly, arching a fair eyebrow. “Bodyguard shmodygaurd. You’re paying for that!” he replied, racing after his brother.
Absent mindedly, Emily’s hand wandered to her left cheek.
What just happened?
Emily!” Emily heard Beckett call from the top of the stairs.
“Yeah?” she called back.
“Stay for dinner, alright!”
She laughed. 

Tuesday, 22 January 2013

Le Mansion

Her hair flies back as she turns to face the house for the last time. Her eyes; whimpering, orbs of deep black pain drip tears, as swiftly as a coursing river.
"We need to go." He tugs at her elbow, but she ignores him, staring up at the place where she was born; where she spent the majority of her twenty odd years.
"I don't want to just leave it. I know my mother. She'll sell the place." She chokes out, and he hugs her tightly, an attempt at consolation. 
There's no consolation to be had however, as she shrugs him off, takes a deep breath and turns her back on the one thing in the world that mattered to her the most. And slowly, she walks away. Each step feels like a slow agonising pain, and she goes on, one foot in front of another. One leather enclosed foot in front of another.
She'd struck it lucky in her lifetime. Her journalism was valued, and it was simply an overnight success where a man founded her, and revealed her to the world, drawing the curtain in a flamboyance so embarrassing that recalling it was humiliating.
Her blunt words affected many so profoundly, they'd claimed that her work had changed the way they viewed life. For her, they were her thoughts and she was being paid to share these very same thoughts to the world.

Even with all that money, she was unable to buy the house; as left in the will by her dearest grandmother. If a relative wished to own the house, it had to be given to them; they couldn't buy it. And since her mother was a manipulative little brat, she got the house and planned to sell it for the money. Obviously she was no better, and as the prospective buyers came into the house, she'd often sabotaged the place, making it seem horrible and dysfunctional.

(That's all so far, I came up with this in ten minutes; apologies - I'll be back and write more.)

~ Cal ~

Friday, 14 December 2012

Day 01 - Sweaters


Day 01 – Sweaters

“Are you going to come to bed now?” He asked, teasingly strutting towards the bedroom. “We’ve got some unfinished business.”
She laughed. “Stop it, John. I need to finish this up, and if I join you, I can’t see myself getting it done in the near future.”
“But it’s near Christmas, Layla!” John whined, his shoulders slumping in disappointment. “Please?”
“Give me a while, alright?” By now, her head was ducked down, staring intensely at her laptop, completely immersed in her work.
He sighed, looking at her, this woman he loved so much. She was so kind, and so wonderful, he would have never asked for anyone but her. Ambling into the bedroom, he stripped down before slipping into the inviting warmth of the comforters. As he dozed off, he heard a scream which startled him into awareness. Flinging the comforter off his body, he skidded into the living room to see a person grappling with his wife.
“John.” She pleaded. “Help me!”
The person turned, and one thing that struck him was their vibrant cobalt eyes before he felt something forcefully enter his stomach. His eyes wide, his hands touched his midriff before coming up to enter his vision; showing blood on his suddenly pale hands. Layla screamed, rushing towards him but getting flung back by the imposter. John managed to stay on his feet, using his bulk to punch the intruder twice, effectively dropping him to the ground.
“John?” Layla murmured, her voice thick with tears as she scrabbled up, helping him sit in his regular chair which coincidentally was right behind him. She reached for the phone and when she turned, she screamed in horror.


~ ~ ~

Memories are horrid things. They’re painful. They’re happy. They hold so many emotions that all in turn hurt you. Life isn’t fair. Your memories only reflect that.
My husband and I had been so happy only a simple month ago. One man, who had been convicted, had changed all that. He murdered John, the only man who’d know my love and had ravaged me, leaving me scarred.
I could only sob as I watched John bleed out, and the only thing I could think of was the fact that I’d denied him when he’s asked me to go to bed with him earlier on in the night.
The emotions still plague me, as do the nightmares. They wake me up screaming, and my roommate continuously has to spend time with me; assuring me that no, I wasn’t alone in this world and yes, people still cared for me. It was hard living through this, but I had to battle it through.


At a tender age of 30, I’d given up the idea of working, just living off the money that John and I had mustered up for our future house. We’d saved together for five long years and now that money was all going to fund my alcoholism. Soon, I’d have to start working again but I’d come to that when it happened.
The doorknob hit the wall harshly and I jumped as my roommate walked in, a vexed expression on her face that smoothened out as she saw me sitting in the middle of the floor, John’s sweater bunched up in my hands as I nuzzled it.
“I was looking for you,” she explained. “We’re going out today. Is that alright?” |
Nodding, I looked away, burying my nose in the fabric of the sweater, and taking a deep apprehensive sniff that still managed to retain John’s scent. This brought on a wave of fresh tears, and I struggled to rein them in whilst my roommate was still in the room.
“You’re coming with us.” My roommate, Raina, persisted. “Please?”
“Oh.” I muttered, and getting up from the floor, I gestured to the bathroom. “Do I have time to have a shower?”
“Go for it.” She shrugged, offering me a small smile.


I walked to my room, yanking out my towel all the while holding John’s sweater in my hand. It was one of those corny designs that he’d gotten as a present from his nephew that he was unable to throw away. Thus, he got himself used to it.

I sat in my bed, watching the world go by. I’d made excuses for tonight, I didn’t want to go out in the end. Instead, I wanted to hold John close to me, and tell him I loved him. I’d managed to consume a large amount of alcohol and I guess that one could say that I was inebriated.
“John?” I spoke out, seeing a figure laying across the foot of my bed. His scent surrounded me, the cologne that he’d always use.
But when I blinked again he was gone. No John. He’d been murdered. A month ago? It didn’t matter.
Choking on my tears, I brought the sweater close to me, cuddling it, holding it tight. I was supposed to grow old with him. I was supposed to be his forever. We were supposed to be so happy.
And now he was gone.

Leaving me to cope.


People who say that dying is hard haven’t obviously experienced being left behind. That is the worst pain of all.
Because the one person you love; the one person you need and want.
They’re never going to be there for you. To hold you. To comfort you. To love you.  


This was a bit rushed because my little sister is having a concert, and I probably won't be able to get it done later. I might come back and edit; it was a bit too fast.
Looking forward to seeing yours, m'love.
Allons-y.
AND WE ARE ON