Ophelia
Fox was a very sensible person. Had she known that if she had not drifted to
sleep, she wouldn’t have ended up in an infinite stretch of white, facing a
seamlessly endless ocean.
But
she didn’t know, and so you mustn’t blame her.
Anyway,
Ophelia stood in the middle of a vast white beach, pearly sand stretching from
the far east to the tips and toes of the far west, the water soundlessly rippling
by the shoreline. Ophelia took a deep breath and closed her eyes. She was a
practical woman, that Ophelia, and so she reasoned with herself that this
absurdity would soon fade away if she concentrated really hard and counted to
ten. And so she did just that.
Her
eyes fluttered open and she lifted her head above. Instead of a spinning
ceiling fan, an endless expanse of radiant blue greeted her, a distant cluster
of clouds gathering in the far horizon.
“Well,”
she thought to herself, observing the glittering waters, “I might as well get a
tan out of it.”
So
Ophelia slipped out of her green silk robe and spread it carefully on the beach.
She laid herself down on the ground and stretched her arms to her sides,
scooping handfuls of cotton soft sand. She felt each grain slide softly back to the beach before she laced her fingers and placed them just under her head.
No
seagulls cawed. No dolphins squealed. Only silence welcomed her.
Ophelia
squinted her eyes as she studied the pale burning sun. She frowned; clearly she was
wasting her time. She lifted herself from the ground and neatly tucked her knees
beneath her legs, denting her lower lip. The sky was growing darker, but only by a
little. It wasn’t even noticeable if she were being perfectly honest with
herself, which she was. Thin clusters of white clouds sailed soundlessly just
above her head and the water churned and frothed, plashing gently near the
shoreline.
She
saw a shock of red scuttle sideways towards her and then it scurried right past
her. Ophelia looked behind her to find more endless white. The crab, she
noticed, was nowhere insight.
“Where
am I,” she wondered out loud, a smidge of worry tugging her lower stomach. She glanced at the sky
and her eyebrows narrowed.
The
clouds were thickening, getting dimmer and dimmer. Thick plumes twisted and
shifted, darkening into a steely grey color. On it a single transparent
message: FAKE.
Ophelia’s
stomach clenched unpleasantly. She blinked once at the clouds, and the print
was no more. She exhaled in relief, letting out a breath she hadn't realized she
was holding.
Ophelia
gave a dizzy laugh. “This is all turning out to be very odd,” she said to no
one in particular. She rested her face on the palm of her hands before
stretching them away from her, feeling her elbows chink and crack.
And
then Ophelia gasped.
She
brought her hands to her face. Tiny, miniscule, blood red scribe etched every
inch of bare skin in swirls and patterns, forever shifting in and out of place.
She gulped, peering closely at her palms: FAILURE, FAKE, FAILURE, FAKE.
Ophelia
shut her eyes, balling her hands into tight fists. She opened her eyes and
forced herself to cast a quick glance at both her hands. They were their usual
olive self, not a single word in sight.
She
giggled shakily and then laughed, going on her tiptoes and spreading her arms
above her head, rolling her neck this way and that.
And
then she shrieked.
The
sky was dense with heavy, bruised, thunderous clouds. Not a shaft of clear sky
was visible. Lightning pierced the atmosphere, forming more words: FAKE,
NOBODY, UGLY, FAKE,
FAILURE, FAKE, FAKE.
The
sun was nowhere in sight. And the sea crashed violently along the shore, raging
dangerously near her. The sand was no longer white, but a murky brown,
thousands upon thousands of inky black scorpions spiraling by her feet,
spelling the words:
FAKE,
FAKE, NOBODY, STUPID, UGLY, FAILURE, FAKE, FAKE, FAKE.
And
the ground was tearing, wide cracks slicing the barren ground, and the
scorpions were hissing, waving their tails frighteningly close to her feet, and
the sky was splitting, booming thunder screaming in her ear.
And
Ophelia was not alright. She was not alright.
The
wind came tumbling down, snatching Ophelia’s robe with it, hissing the same
words over and over into her ear: FAKE, FAKE, NOBODY, STUPID, UGLY, FAILURE,
FAKE, FAKE, FAKE. . .
And
Ophelia screamed, smashing her hands against her ears, trying desperately to
block out those horrible, horrible words.
And
were the scorpions getting bigger?
They
rattled by her feet, pricking and stabbing and spiking her ankles and shins and
calves, whispering the same things over and over and over: FAKE, FAKE, NOBODY,
STUPID, UGLY, FAILURE, FAKE, FAKE, FAKE. . .
And
they ripped at the hemming of her nightgown, tattering it to millions of pieces
as they punctured her bleeding, blistering feet.
And
Ophelia howled, flicking the scorpions away from her, hoping they would die and
never ever move once more.
The
lightening electrocuted the beach, the sea along with it, and more scorpions
pitter-pattered towards her, clinging to her sleeves, her fingers, her hair,
and they bit her skin and stabbed her neck and tore her gown to nothing. And
they did it over and over again until Ophelia was forced on her knees.
And
Ophelia wailed, jerking her head at the nips of the beasts, sobbing as the
poison erupted into burning fire in her veins.
And
Ophelia was not alright. She was not alright.
She could feel her subconscious giving in to the suffering and agony, and her clarity drained piece by piece, snatching bits of her sanity with it.
She could feel her subconscious giving in to the suffering and agony, and her clarity drained piece by piece, snatching bits of her sanity with it.
And
then the words vanished from sight, dwindling back into nothing.
And
the scorpions melted into the sand, and the beach returned to its pearly white
self.
And
the clouds faded back to a radiant blue sky, and the sea quieted to gentle splashes
along the shore.
And
Ophelia died, because there was nothing else she could do.
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